| well.. my b-day was yesterday.. over all it was good.. i got a digital cam. and printing dock. i babysat yesterday AND the kid that i babysat loves me!! :):):) YAY!! i am at Calhouny's now... we are makin smores with marshmellow creme and chocolate chips.. kinda sad.. but we are having a grand 'ol time |
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| oh gosh!! this has got to have been one of the WORST weeks ever!! first, on Monday night, Stefan and his host parents had a cook out for him (resulted in tears being shed), then on Tuesday, Stefan left for Denmark (his home country) (which also led to tears being shed)  I also had to babysit this little boy that HATED ME!!!! (he likes me now---I gave him candy and took him to McDonalds ), and then today I had to sell my goats (my 4 grown ones are still here, the people haven't gotten them yet) and my baby goat was taken away. he cried THE WHOLE WAY to the person's house. he even had tears in his eyes , as did I. as you can tell--this has been an extremely tragic week! |
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| As I sit at my house on this lovely summer vacation i have come to the realization that this is my last summer of knowing that in the first few days of August i will be venturing back into the halls of Somerset High School (or any school other than a college campus) as a student. This in some ways breaks my heart while in others just makes me so excited i think i may just PEE on my self out of the JOY that fills my heart. Really.. just think about it. I, Abigail, will be a senior.. 12th grade, I WILL BE WALKING THE LINE NEXT MAY!!!!!!!! I, along with fellow class members, will be walking up to Mr. Perkins/Mr. Ham and recieving our diplomas, proudly wearing our purple caps and gowns. Will we ever see each other ever again? Will we know each other if our paths cross thru the walk that we take during life? Who will go to college?, who will drop out?, who will be in the army/airforce/etc.?, who will go straight into the job force after graduation. There are so many unanswered questions that i have filling my head, and as I find them swarming in my head at a very rapid pace I also find myself wondering--- what will happen to me?? I know I will go to college, but WHERE?! WHAT CAREER PATH WILL I CHOOSE?! HOW MUCH WILL IT COST?! CAN I GET IN?! WHO WILL I TALK TO?! I am not sure that any exact answer can satisfy my craving for an answer. |
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| I found this as i was searching other peoples xanga sites and i think this is true girls... so listen up!!
...Wait for the boy who will make an ordinary moment seem **magical**, the kinda boy who brings out the best in you and makes you wanna be a better person. wait for the boy who will be your best friend, who will drop everything to be with you at any time no matter what the circumstances.
...Wait for the boy who makes you  smile like no one else, and when he smiles, you know he needs you. wait for the boy who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats and have no make-up on, but appreciates it when you get dolled up for him...and most of all, wait for the boy who will put you at the center of his universe, because everyone knows that he's the center of yours... |
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| you now make my heart hurt </3 |
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